So I’m in a relationship with a guy who seems pretty legit. It’s almost been a month now. Long story short, his feelings are stronger than mines. I have no feelings. I don’t like commitment, it’s not my thing. I enjoyed what we had before we decided to make it official. He pretty much put me on the spot when he asked and I didn’t know how to tell him how I felt. I’m non-expressive. But anyway, now he wants to know how I feel, but I want to do it without hurting his feelings.

My, I think this is karma.

Why do I enjoy that? Why am I so afraid of commitment? I have a good thing, I hope, and were good, getting there but I don’t know if I want to change this status…

I’m just a lost soul.