So one of my dudes, caught me with another one of my dudes. Did it happen on purpose? No. He didn’t tell me he was coming over. So now he is pissed and won’t tell me the true reason why, well he kind of did but won’t  really say it. He beats around the bush a lot.

But this is the thing. I’m not in a relationship. At all. I’m single. As shit. I’m not dating either dude. We have nothing more then conversations. I’m not playing nobody. The one who is mad told me we were going to cool it down.  He the one that said he wasn’t going to try and catch no feelings. The same dude I mentioned a while back in a post talking about we were cooling it down because his best friend who is my roommate and him made a promise that he wouldn’t talk to none of her roommates. He’s the one who told me that me and him were pretty much going to let this go to make her happy. 

So anyway, now he is mad cause he stopped by my house and peeked in my room and saw the other dude sitting on my bed and we were talking. He text me that he was mad at me in a playful way and I asked why he was mad but he won’t really say why. I know why. Then he was like he was just playing but he really is pissed af but he won’t tell me why.

I don’t know why the fuck he’s mad. I don’t know why he feels he has the need to be mad. Just like I’ve been entertaining company in my room, he has been chilling with another girl in his room. I’m not mad. Naw, at first I was upset because he was still trying to kick it with me, and I know the girl and the same night he was trying to kick it with me he was trying to kick it with her. But what happened tonight was not out of spite. I didn’t mean for it to happen. It just happened. 

When he told me he wanted to cool things, old dude, dude who he saw today in my room, hit me up. I was talking to him first and I backed away when other dude came into the picture. I stopped talking to him, texting, everything.But now we are back talking. And I’m not understanding why dude is mad. He’s out there chilling with other girls and I’m supposed to be clueless about it but when I chill with another dude he gets mad. What the fuck ever. 

I don’t have time for the games.