You’re lying if you say you don’t have some freaky shit in your likes

It’s nothing but a bunch of bullshit at the moment. It fucking sucks. I guess my old buddy karma isn’t through with me yet. Let me give you the run down. So this semester I have the roommate from fucking hell. This bitch is upset because she feels she is about to lose her best friend to me. We were all cool last semester but since me and her best friend started talking, now this bitch has a issue with it. So from the rundown that I got last night, her and her best friend had a discussion and he was not suppose to talk to any of her roommates. Ok. I honestly don’t see what the big deal is. They’re not talking, they have never dated, but you keeping tracks on this man like y’all married. TF. So he tells me last night that what me and him have been trying to start we have to cool it off to make her happy. So she can stop moping around. He apparently has some understanding about it because I obviously don’t. 

I normally don’t try to do this relationship thing. It’s not me. Before he told me how he felt, I was talking to somebody else. I debated whether I should talk to best friend because I was cautious about the rift it would have created in our friendship. But he kept pursuing and I went with the flow. I put dude I was talking to before on the back burner and I started talking to him. And now he’s talking about cooling off. Talking about I don’t want you to hate me or nothing like that but I just want my best friend to be happy because we did make a promise and I just feel like i’m doing wrong. Ok. Then he goes on to say if she does change schools I will be able to do what I want and maybe if she wouldn’t have found out that we watched a movie together and I spent a night at his house she wouldn’t be mad. First off I’m a grown ass woman, whatever I do has nothing to do with her. She’s not my mom. TF. Then he goes on to say he won’t try and catch feelings and he will try not to flirt as much. Whatever. I’m not about to fucking wait on you to appease some fucking body else that obviously has a problem with me. Fuck that. 

I guess the universe was really trying to tell me something because since like Friday my heart has been floating in my stomach, just sitting there. I have been having this heartache since Friday and I didn’t really know why, but now I do. But I guess I didn’t get that clue good enough because yesterday because ol’ dude that I  stopped talking to him for came out the blue yesterday after we haven’t been talking for a while and asked me on a date, and you know what, I accepted.

Let the games begin.